Category: Spiritual Growth
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Maybe I’m Supposed to Create Anyway: Post #10 A Life That Bears Fruit

For the ones who wonder if the unseen work still matters. Maybe I’m Supposed to Create Anyway A reflective blog series about creative calling, quiet obedience, and choosing to build what God keeps whispering—even when no one claps. This space is a slow, sacred exhale. A pause between the pressure. You are welcome here. 🕊️ Read more
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Maybe I’m Supposed to Create Anyway: Post #9 Calling and Divine Gifts

Maybe I’m Supposed to Create AnywayA slow and sacred blog series about creative calling, quiet obedience, and the courage to build what God whispers. This is a space for the in-between. For the ones still becoming. For the quiet creatives, faithful wrestlers, and women of faith who feel called to more—but want to walk with Read more
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Maybe I’m Supposed to Create Anyway: Post #8 Struggling with Blessings

Maybe I’m Supposed to Create AnywayA blog series for the ones who wonder if they’re allowed to build what God whispered. This is a slow, sacred space.Each post is a journaled moment in real-time—part prayer, part process—written for anyone living in the tension between calling and real life. When the Cracks Keep Coming The fourth Read more
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It Wasn’t Trouble—And I’m Glad She Asked

While traveling home from signing for our new house, I met a nervous first-time flyer who just needed someone to walk with her. A few days earlier, birds kept flying across our car—and I couldn’t shake the feeling that God was trying to get our attention. This is a story about small moments, quiet nudges,… Read more
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Still Loving You, Still Missing You

In loving memory of Pat, on her birthday – September 13 It’s the second birthday we’ve spent without you, and it feels so real. Too real. It hits me in the everyday moments—when the kids reach milestones and I instinctively reach for the phone, knowing you’d be just as excited as me. Probably more. It Read more
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Maybe I’m Supposed to Create Anyway: Post #7 What Growth Feels Like in the Tension

Maybe I’m Supposed to Create AnywayA Blog Series About the Sacred, Slow Work of Saying Yes This is a spiritually reflective journal of becoming—a series of honest, sacred reflections on what it means to say yes to a creative calling. It’s not about the polished product. It’s about the holy wrestle behind the work: the Read more
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Maybe I’m Supposed to Create Anyway: Post #6 The Grace to Make Changes

Sometimes grace doesn’t feel like power. It feels like survival. This is one of those stories. Maybe I’m Supposed to Create Anyway A gentle blog series for those called to build in quiet. This series is a spiritually reflective journal of becoming—anchored in faith, creativity, and obedience. These aren’t polished teachings. They’re honest moments. Small Read more
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Maybe I’m Supposed to Create Anyway: Post#5 When God Doesn’t Answer the Way I Hoped

Read the full series here The table, the glow, the silence The house was quiet, finally.Not the kind of quiet that feels relaxing, but the kind that hums with expectation.The kind you earn after bedtime routines, dishes, and a full day of being everything to everyone. I sat at a little fold-out table, laptop open, Read more
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Maybe I’m Supposed to Create Anyway: Post #4 I Still Keep Asking

Maybe I’m Supposed to Create AnywayA blog series about faithful creativity, sacred uncertainty, and the courage to build what God keeps whispering. You’re invited into a slow, sacred space—where calling is not always loud, but still lingers. Where obedience sometimes looks like circling the same question again, and still choosing to begin. 📚 Read the Read more
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Maybe I’m Supposed to Create Anyway: Post #3 Living in the Middle

→ View the full blog series Living in the Middle The quietest chaos I’ve ever experienced was staying in Alabama while my husband started setting up life in St. Louis. Maybe you’ve felt something like that before, when the outside of your life looks steady, but inside, it feels like you’ve already left. Like you’re Read more
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Maybe I’m Supposed to Create Anyway: Post #2 Trusting Who I’m Becoming

This post is part of the blog series: Maybe I’m Supposed to Create Anyway—a slow, sacred journal of becoming. Each reflection is an honest step through the questions we ask when we’re called to build something meaningful: Is this really God? Am I allowed to do this? What if no one claps? If you’ve ever Read more
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Maybe I’m Supposed to Create Anyway: Post #1 Welcome

Welcome to Maybe I’m Supposed to Create Anyway I didn’t stumble into this—I was drawn to it. Not all at once, and not always with clarity, but the call kept coming.Family members kept saying I should write.Coworkers would ask, “Are you writing a book?”Even the videos on my feed—different voices, different platforms—all echoing the same Read more
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Maybe the Mess is the Prelude

Lately, I’ve felt like I’m showing up mid-process. Not undone exactly. Just… halfway buttoned. A little offbeat. Wearing mismatched shoes in a place that expects polished boots. We just moved to a new city. New state. I’m trying to find all the things our family needs—schools, daycare, routines. Trying to make a home while job Read more
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Do You Ever Feel That Urge to Just… Check?

I still get the urge to check on my babies—especially when they’re sleeping. It’s not fear exactly, just that deep instinct to draw near. Lately, I’ve been wondering… what if I had that same pull to check in with God? Read more
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Rekhem

We’ve lived apart before—military life makes that normal. But this time, as he steps back into the noise and rhythms of home, I’m realizing how much compassion it takes to let someone rejoin a story that kept moving without them. The Holy Spirit keeps whispering one word: rekhem. Mercy that holds. Love that makes room. Read more
